November 6, 2012

30 Days Grateful: Day 6 - I Am Loved!


As I lay my head to rest and my soul to sleep I ponder upon what I am grateful for today.  I want to consciously know.  I just don't want to say.  I want to feel.  So, I ponder upon every moment of the day and wonder if I did all I could to make the best of it.  I acknowledge to myself that at times I do feel stagnate and feel as though I cannot move or feel as though I am going nowhere.  Lately, less than more.  But, I catch myself and remind myself where I've been and where I am today.  This takes me back to when I was there at horror's grip.  My insides being torn apart.  My innocence taken away.  My life as I knew it fading away.

I think of how easily my soul could have grown bitter.  How my heart could have grown to hate or even more so despise.  But it didn't.  It never did.  I think back of  how far I have come.  How much I have survived.  How much I have grown to learn and know of who I am.  I am beautiful.  I am in awe of all this love I have inside and how wonderful it feels!  So much that at times it feels like my heart is going to burst!

Then, I realize I am loved!  He loves me!  He was always there with me!  He is always here with me!  I am grateful for my life.  I am grateful for my loving heart.  I am grateful for love.  I am grateful I can love.  I am grateful for ALL this love I still have inside!  I am grateful I am loved!

Please do share with me what you are grateful for today?  
Thank you :)

1 comment:

  1. This is so true. There are times when it seems so hard to name things you are thankful for... but let's not forget that just by being loved... we are blessed. Have a great Mayra!

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